Fo(u)r Months

I thought this time would be different

as time does not expend

from where i am

now yesterday and on

each of my breathing day

i wear a link

not known in profanous eyes

who hold the univers as tears

pass by

each cells are an exploding sky

and when i did close

my eyes with you

all i could see was

strange colors new

unknown, unmade,i see your face

tired and white, i can't

recall your voice tone

we re the song of oblivion

we're the love who belong

to millions colliding univers

while our bodys are thorn

in their world all reversed

nuturing everything i ve seen

the grey was never mixed

just a state of static connivence

wishing i could be in advance

i thought this time would be different

and am so sorry i coudn't be

here forever

am sorry for the months who's passed

while time stoped in my heart

am sorry i can't speak

keep on running cause i'm weak

i thought this time would be different.